so a year later....

i had a baby, and now i'm back to work - day 2. large portions of the day have been spent pumping breast milk. It feels very very strange to be exposing your breasts in the office, even if it's in a special breast-exposing room. I do not like having to go into the special breast-squeezing room, either, walking past the people who work next to it. do they hear the swishing wonnka-wonnka of the pump? yuck. the whole thing is too personal to have to do in this office where i pass as normal all day. SOmething about being semi naked is the strongest reminder that I am passing here.